Reflecting on Christmas

Our Christmas was a very special time with family while watching Brooks begin to enjoy the traditions of the holiday.  Being a mom makes this time of year feel very different.  I have a hard time even explaining the change of heart, but I know that my focus has taken a giant swing toward someone other than myself.  And not to say that I am usually all about myself, but this year felt like there was not even a second to think about my needs.  This really got me thinking about what the season is all about...

Imagine being a young woman, pregnant and out of wedlock.  At a time when a lack of understanding from people is an understatement.  Now imagine having no clean, warm place to bring this tiny baby into the world.  This sweet blessing that God has trusted you for the job.  The Savior is coming, and you are the sole provider, how much stress do you think Mary was under?  We worry about our presents being bought and wrapped, extravagant meals being prepared, special festivities, and where we will spend our holiday.   All of these things pale in comparison to Mary's mighty job.  But she continued to trust God and his plan for her.  She followed his will, through all the trials she encountered.  In the end, Mary delivered our Lord- and continued to care for him in her sinless life.  SINLESS!  Now I don't know about you, but considering all she went through, remaining without sin is absolutely amazing! 

So as I look back on the last year (and all my sins), I want to remember Mary's special role in the Christmas story.  She is certainly a role model for me as a mother.  As we all begin to chose our New Year's resolutions, maybe we could start with reflecting on Mary's trust in the Lord, her ability to blindly follow his will, and her sinless parenting.  

If you got this far- here are some Christmas pictures for your enjoyment :)

 

We'll see you guys in 2013!!