Patience and Grace

If I had to pinpoint what this whole parenting thing has taught me, its Patience and Grace (or my lack there of).  I continually find myself searching for these characteristics in my day-to-day happenings. 

My marriage (with kids) has taught me that I must show as much Grace as I want to receive.  I find myself desiring so much forgiveness for my faults, but not giving as much.  So this Father's Day, one gift I will be trying to give to my husband is Grace.  Grace for each of us to be ourselves in this marriage.  Grace to look the other way when things aren't done 'just the way I want them' or 'in my timing."  Grace to sit back and fall in love with Tim all over again.  God is such a constant reminder of what it means to be Graceful, as he continually forgives us for our shortcomings.  My goal is to reflect on his Grace and try to live up to that model.  

Ramsey has showed me that sometimes being Patient means letting go of all my current understandings of parenting and trying something new.  Taking that extra deep breath before reacting, and constantly trying to be 2 steps ahead of him (to avoid a meltdown). 

Brooks has shown me that if I want him to be Patient (which he is having trouble with right now) then I must model that for him.  Teaching by example is the best way to help him understand.  He is reminding me that I now have 6 little eyes constantly watching me, and ready to act the way I do.

Eden has reminded me that God, our Father, is always Patient and Graceful (even in the middle of the night).  He gives us the most magnificent blessings (like children) and helps guide us through raising them.  My quiet, middle of night feedings with Eden help me remember that God has given me everything I need to be Patient and Graceful (and a good parent).  Maybe, just maybe, I need that quiet time in the middle of the night with him (even though I am beyond exhausted) because he is always ready to listen.

I wish Patience and Grace to all you parents out there!